It is cold and dank through and through,
I am engulfed and I drown into the blue
I flail my arms to stay afloat,
To stay in the sun and find my boat.
But the darkness engulfed me tight and taut,
I was pushed over the edge, even though I fought
Into the depths of a blue blackhole,
Unknown fear embraced me as its goal.
Unfounded anxiety awaits me here,
Frightful creatures and nightmares bring fear
Tentacles of a brewing storm muffle,
All my attempts to combat the blue struggle.
Scrambling to the surface through this haze,
The sea of my mind is in a peculiar phase
Dreary and handicapped when seized by the blues,
Able and ebullient when light ensues.